The journey of our lives was filled with heartache and gladness. Sometimes I wondered which outweighed the other. In just three months, we would celebrate another anniversary, or would God change our plans? Did I have the strength to face what may come next? My ability to cope was hanging on each letter that formed my words. I wondered if this time, life may prove to turn in a direction I was unaware of. There wasn't one thing I could do to change the fog I was about to walk through.