A tumultuous and unstable mind because it still holds morality on the foremost pedestal, frustrated at the state of affairs, not only of the world but also of self. The world functions not in sync with what we are taught but with its own crude logic. And, that's what the protagonist is unable to comprehend leading to the poem "Redefining Suicide". As dangerous as the title sounds, it is a window to attaining nirvana. Ironically, what we fear becomes the only path to bliss. Maybe, that's why the author, since he does not fully understand suicide, fantasizes suicide. The book makes you travel with the protagonist who takes you through his life's journey, wherein at each poignant moment, he defines the dominant feeling. Read the book not for a simple yet eloquently beaded tale, but for those raw naked display of emotions, compelling poetic expressions, base interactions & some unbridled interactions & punches.