This is the true story of a life of mental pain from an undiagnosed malady--obsessive compulsive disorder--with the associated suffering of panic attacks and clinical depression. Several of the most debilitating episodes are detailed to try to insure the reader understands the effects of these disorders. Morgan hopes his book will enlighten the public of the plight the individual with obsessive compulsive disorder suffers and to encourage those with these symptoms to get professional help immediately.