I know it's no excuse but I am just a 20 year old trying to wipe the tears of the 8 year old that died inside of me, so forgive me if it feels like I am just not here with you... I have journeyed into the past trying to convince that little girl to set me free but she sits at the bottom of my heart telling me I can't abandon her like everyone else so forgive me when I seem distant today, I am just trying to be there for that little girl that died inside of me while you assumed she grew up - M.R.S Welcome to the thoughts of a girl who was admitted into the psych ward after writing the first few pages of this book. Join her in her journey to the psych ward and her journey in the psych ward.