I would not have survived my struggle with mental illness without my faith and more specifically my relationship with Jesus. He has been the secret weapon I have relied upon to fight this battle and gain the victory. I would have followed my father and brother down their paths of suicide had it not been for my secret weapon . I've tried living with mental illness on my own and it was an ongoing struggle, however, I found peace and joy with the help of Jesus. My hope is that you will feel the same way when you come to the end of this book.