He's forbidden, a blue-eyed daydream, and... my gorgeous childhood rival.The first time I locked eyes with Tate Meadows, I drowned in an allusive game of he loves me, he loves me not, and I haven't recovered since, no matter how deeply he hates me now.Tate wasn't only my first love... He's my first heartache.FrenemyRegret.He's the broken rebel with a cause who saved me.I'm the pink-obsessed good girl, riddled in depression.Together, we're forbidden, forced into our elite parents' Manhattan feud.But I would have loved him till the end of time, only... I ruined us instead.When we were younger, Tate promised we'd escape to the moon.Now, his heated gaze only promises one thing... complete and utter carnage.And if it's anything I know, it's that he always wins.Always.Until he doesn't...Kisses in Heartache is an angsty and emotional childhood rivals, slow burn. Standalone New Adult romance.