Life showed me at the age of forty-four that trust is the biggest gamble. It is absolutely true that trusting someone is the biggest gamble in life. Moreover, my gambling was played without my knowledge. I am Soffie. I am forty- four years old and mother of two children. I am feeling sad, alone, angry, unhappy, disappointed and struggling to survive. You can imagine that all of this has exhausted me. It didn't make me happy that my life became the subject of a novel. To be honest how would you feel if you were in my shoes? You know what is worst, when my life becomes a novel good hearted people will continue too feel sorry for me as they read my book and this hurts me so much. Of course there are some things life gets back from me what it gives. Despite everything an adventure full of surprises awaits you. Soffie