When God downloaded into my spirit, and through the voice of angels here on earth, that I was going to author a book about my grief experience, I had doubts about how my journey could possibly help others. Grief is personal, and while I understand the stages of grief from a professional therapy point of view, there is no cookie cutter approach for dealing with it, going through it and then moving past it. Grief can take on a life of its own and manifest through anger, confusion, depression, weight gain/loss, loneliness, and isolation. I have experienced some or all of this through the grieving process. Losing my husband Oliver, the love of my life, has been the hardest thing I have ever done. I did not think I would survive his passing, but I'm here to testify what a mighty God we serve! In my darkest moments, God took care of me with actions and deeds both seen and unseen. He carried me through the storm and continues to be my anchor in the sand. He has never left me or forsaken me, and I know because my redeemer lives, so does Oliver with Jesus on the other side. I pray as you read my story you will not only understand God's love for us but understand and know that no matter what you go through, you can find solace in knowing that Jesus is working it out for your good!