This is my first collection of short written pieces compiled together to emphasize the honest journey of a struggling soul. The pieces and background to them deal with a time of my life where things started falling apart and where I started questioning everything. Its deeply personal and deals with my experiences related to my mental health, society, friends, lost loved ones, parents, my partner, my daughter, my passions, my flaws and builds up to my complete breakdown and sign off to the world. At the time of writing the final pieces in this book I was completely oblivious that I was sub consciously writing my almost final words of my life. Music has always been my main form of expression and so each of the written pieces has music lyrics linked to them of songs that I think best fits each piece. I truly believe that this work can be of help and inspiration for people who have become stuck in the false freedom of life that has been sold to us...and see that there is hope.