When I decided to write this book it was because I really wanted to share this experience I wanted to provide some insight and comfort to others. It is a book about the utter devastation that is suicide, it is a journey from day one, the beginning of this process plagued by self doubt, questioning your mental stability, seeking relief, deliverance from intense pain and sorrow, repentance and regret. All these days are relevant to where you are in the present, in my case six years later. There is hope for those left behind to deal with this life in the absence of the one you love. The human spirit is truly amazing, your life will go on.... however you will not remain the same. | Greatest Loss Greatest Gift by Julie A Chase, Paperback | Indigo Chapters