This manuscript covers more than forty years of seeking God with a few steps forward and then interludes of many steps backward. Feelings of failure run rampant but the genuine heartfelt search for God's will is always there. It is the author's sincere desire that relaying these honest encounters and real emotions will help at least one person in their quest of pleasing and serving God. | God You Must Think I'm Crazy by Emi Lynn, Paperback | Indigo Chapters