This book is based on the author's journey though the incredible loss of her son Sean "Bear". She walks you through the pain and devastation. This is a loss like no other, it takes away your future, your hopes and dreams of a life that will now never be lived. She knows early on in her grief that she can connect with her son spiritually. He comes to her in dreams and mediations with messages of love and hope. So, she sets out to find him in the afterlife.