Julija Rudolf suffered from anxiety, PTSD, and social phobias for most of her life. She hid it well; that is, until she experienced workplace bullying and abuse after 17 years of company service. In 1986, Julija sought the help of a psychiatrist who practiced hypnotherapy. This kind doctor said that her ability to achieve deep trance was a gift. Day after day of psychological torture on the job ensued. Alas, in 1990, the Bipolar gene that Julija inherently carried became dominant. After a lengthy psychotic episode, she was determined to heal herself. Julija journals and has documented her many spiritual visions and miracles throughout her journey to wellness. With the help of doctors and therapists, and after intense introspection, she finally found happiness and peace of mind. In this book, Julija opened her personal journals to you. Her only desire in revealing her secrets is for you to find your own healing miracle in her words written, "Especially to Those Who Suffer."