This book is a compilation of poems and introspective thoughts of Billie Marie and some of the other Selves that were drawn out over the years in sessions with our therapist Dr. Cynthia. I hope this assortment of writings will give the reader an understanding of the struggles of people with Dissociate Identity and gender issues, and, for readers who find something of their own lives in this book, maybe I can show them that they are not alone and that there is hope for a better life.